This is my first time in my life that I decide to write whatever I want to write it with no exceptions ,no boundary and no limits. here in this peace of electronic paper i will write to my self and i will keep secretes away from me no more secrets no chance to live again just think how to spend your life with your self try to write what you want  to write whenever you want. I will write it  without tearing it apart.  or through it away. and let ideas seep to go away from me. I've lost a little and alot is next, finally be your self and keep your courage start on